[30 Jul 2005|09:12pm] [ music | nik freitas - same old song ] Why try when I always fail? I had more questions left, but erased them all since I constantly feel helpless and hopeless.

[05 Jul 2005|12:53am] i hate it when i can't fall asleep. i take too much to heart, and keep too much on my mind. i feel like running away from everything/everyone forever. [i hate that i go trough spree's of writing in here, everything negative.] 2 love is is another word for regret

[03 Jul 2005|10:43am] I just had a dream so comforting, where life was complete, and suddenly woke up and realized it's not real so it made me want to cry. I hate being let down, but it seems that it always happens. 7 love is is another word for regret

[13 Jun 2005|10:28pm] The end of the human race will be that it will eventually die of civilization. R.W. Emerson The defree of monotony prevalent in common modern lives is so far removed from natural order that life without sordid routines is unimaginable. E.T.E. destitution besets me. anguish lies within me. self loathing plagues me. my inveterate animosity towards myself nauseates me. apathy to alternate this repulses me.

[08 Mar 2005|08:36pm] "all men, like birds, must die." "you'll never go anywhere in life." thanks mom. thanks dad. fuck you.

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