urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain and listen for your wisper the laughing man 2005-07-31T04:31:44Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain:15405 2005-07-31T04:14:30Z 2005-07-31T04:31:44Z nik freitas - same old song Why try when I always fail?<br /><br />I had more questions left, but erased them all since I constantly feel helpless and hopeless. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain:15060 2005-07-05T07:47:17Z 2005-07-05T07:48:18Z i hate it when i can't fall asleep.<br />i take too much to heart, and keep too much on my mind.<br /><br />i feel like running away from everything/everyone forever.<br />[i hate that i go trough spree's of writing in here, everything negative.] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain:14522 2005-07-03T17:43:36Z 2005-07-03T17:43:36Z I just had a dream so comforting, where life was complete, and suddenly woke up and realized it's not real so it made me want to cry.<br /><br />I hate being let down,<br />but it seems that it always happens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain:13931 2005-06-14T05:29:11Z 2005-06-14T05:40:54Z <i>The end of the human race will be that it will eventually die of civilization.</i> R.W. Emerson<br /><br /><i>The defree of monotony prevalent in common modern lives is so far removed from natural order that life without sordid routines is unimaginable.</i> E.T.E.<br /><br /><br /><br />destitution besets me.<br />anguish lies within me.<br />self loathing plagues me.<br />my inveterate animosity towards myself nauseates me.<br />apathy to alternate this repulses me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pleasecomeagain:10851 2005-03-09T04:46:43Z 2005-03-11T07:07:39Z <i>"all men, like birds, must die."</i><br /><br />"you'll never go anywhere in life."<br />thanks mom. thanks dad.<br /><br />fuck you.